I have had blogs in the past. Some quite negative, others simply to chronical an emotionally abusive relationship. I've now come to terms with the choices I have made and I'm ready to start fresh. I will not focus on anyone other than myself here. I may mention the boyfriend I currently live with, but my honest hope is that he is gone soon. I may also mention my husband but he has moved several states away and claims to be attempting to file for divorce. In the past I have been far too focused on these two individuals; love, loathing and regret. But I've decided I must move on for my own good. I can pine away for the love I threw away, I can cling to what I have now and hope for the best... or I can let go of everything and come to terms with the fact that I must be myself first and foremost.
This will be a place to honestly speak of my day, chronicle my food and exercise, and take note of my failures and triumphs. While in truth this can't start until the boyfriend has left, I will try my hardest to better myself even while he lives with me. And pray to god I have the conviction to sever ties with him once he has turned himself into the police.
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